Letters To Pioneers: When You’re Lonely and Misunderstood

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Do you feel lonely and misunderstood? Maybe you're a pioneer! Read this encouraging word for more. By Jamie Rohrbaugh | FromHisPresence.com

Dear pioneer, do you feel lonely and misunderstood today?

If so, I’m sorry. But I want to encourage you today. This is probably one of the most personal things I’ve ever shared, but I pray God would use it to bring healing to your heart and spirit.

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    First, let me say, I know what it’s like to be lonely and misunderstood.

    So many times, I have felt very lonely. Before God gave my husband and I some of our dearest friends, I had no one to talk to. I was walking alone through life, and being alone hurts.

    My loneliness got a lot better when we began to pray for covenant friends. God has answered that prayer, and continues to answer it. And it’s funny: the covenant friends God has sent us are those who share a destiny with us. They are pioneers and worshippers and prophetic people. They are kindred spirits, and they are closer to us than I ever imagined they could be. Doing life with them is good, even when it’s hard.

    But the pioneer life can still be lonely sometimes. People with a pioneer call are still separated – not separated from, but separated unto, as I talked about here. 

    And that separation means that we are often misunderstood.

    Many, many times, I have been misunderstood. You’ll know what I mean when I say that the loneliness may be a feeling, so it can come and go and there can be reprieve from it. But the ‘being misunderstood’ part isn’t a feeling. It’s reality. It’s unfortunate sometimes, but it’s reality nonetheless.

    People simply cannot understand.

    Oh, there have been plenty of people who think they understand me. And there are one or two, I believe, who actually do. Mostly, those people who DO understand are twice my age and far wiser than I. They have already been where I’m walking. They have borne the cross of loneliness all their lives.

    Some of those folks in my life–the ones who DO understand me–don’t even know me well on a personal level, but that doesn’t matter. They bear on their bodies the marks of the Lord Jesus Christ and of their lonely walk with Him, and I know they understand. Something in my spirit tells me they know, and they’ve survived; and their race well-run gives me courage to follow in their footsteps.

    But there are others who look at me and form their own opinions.

    They don’t bother to truly know me. They shape their perception from their own perspectives, and often based on their own bias; and from that position, they try to tell me who and what I am.

    And I just look at them and, inwardly, shake my head. They don’t understand me, but telling them so isn’t going to convince them. And it’s not a battle worth fighting.

    Because, honestly, this pioneer life is between me and God alone.

    Facedown before God is the only place I can find Someone who really, really, understands. He is the one who made me, and the Creator knows and understands His created. He is the only Person who can.

    And beloved pioneer, the only place you also will find Someone who understands you is in the courts of Heaven, at the feet of Father.

    Well-meaning people can try to understand, and other pioneers will come close to understanding. You will even fit in when you find other pioneers to walk with, and that’s good and right. We were made for companionship and unity with other believers.

    But ultimately, precious one, know this:

    God, and God alone, is capable of understanding the deep things of your heart, because He put them there. He placed those dreams and that vision into your heart, and no one else can see it. Not like you can. Not even if they try; they will always come up short.

    But it’s ok, because you will always have acceptance and understanding in the arms of Father.

    Father loves you so much. He trusts you with the vision He has bestowed upon you. He gets it. He understands.

    The pioneering path is a lonely path. By its very nature, it is walked alone.

    A.W. Tozer said it best, in his brief essay called “The Saint Must Walk Alone.(By the way, this essay has been the #1 thing I have ever read in my life that has comforted me about feeling lonely and misunderstood. I strongly encourage you to read it.) Tozer said:

    Start-quoteThe prophets of pre-Christian times differed widely from each other, but one mark they bore in common was their enforced loneliness. They loved their people and gloried in the religion of the fathers, but their loyalty to the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob … drove them away from the crowd and into long periods of heaviness. “I am become a stranger unto my brethren, and an alien unto my mother’s children,” cried one and unwittingly spoke for all the rest.”


    “There are some things too sacred for any eye but God’s to look upon.”


    “The man who has passed on into the divine Presence in actual inner experience will not find many who understand him. … [True] spiritual fellowship will be hard to find. But he should not expect things to be otherwise. … He walks with God in the garden of his own soul and who but God can walk there with him?

    He is of another spirit from the multitudes that tread the courts of the Lord’s house. He has seen that of which they have only heard, and he walks among them somewhat as Zacharias walked after his return from the altar when the people whispered, “He has seen a vision.””

    The words above make me cry, then whisper. It’s true. “There are some things too sacred for any eye but God’s to look upon.” And that can be hard. The path can be hard.

    But my friend, if you are a pioneer, God made you and fashioned your DNA so that you will be able to endure the difficulty.

    You were made of sterner stuff. I know you hurt sometimes, and I know you can be lonely. I know people don’t understand you.

    But beloved, you were born for this. And if you’re like me, you know in your inmost heart that you wouldn’t be happy doing anything else.

    So don’t quit, and don’t get angry at people for not understanding you. Simply find your companionship, your being-known, and your being-understood, in Father.

    This is the secret to survival, victory, and living a joy-filled life despite being lonely and misunderstood. This is where I live. Father is the One who sustains me.

    So often, life can seem overwhelming, and I long for no one but Father. Heaven is my home, and I feel the tug. Sometimes that tug, that longing for eternity, makes me break down and sob like a child. I don’t think I’m alone in that. I suspect you are like that too.

    I heard a song many years ago called “Homesick For Heaven.” The chorus says it all. It goes like this:

    Start-quoteMy heart longs for Heaven,
    My heart longs for home.
    I’m sick and tired of this old world,
    And I just want to go home.

    I hear my Father calling,
    And I know He feels it too.
    He’s lonesome for His little girl,
    And He wants her home real soon.”

    Beloved, you might feel that way too. Maybe even today. You may be hurting right now, and I’m sorry if you are. You may be longing for Heaven too, and the time will come when you will pass over the Jordan into the eternal light of Heaven. This world is, after all, only a breath.

    But beloved, the pioneering call of God on your life is important.

    Father made you who you are because He needs you to fulfill this role in the Kingdom. This role, and no other. And precious one, He understands. He understands how you feel. He understands what it’s like. He understands this call that He has given you.

    He is the only One who understands.

    Dear pioneer, your call will bring you great joy, but you will also experience things along the journey that will hurt sometimes. Being lonely and misunderstood is one of those things that can hurt. Loneliness you can fix by asking God to bring you covenant friendships. But being misunderstood is only fixed when you crawl into the lap of Father. Your heart belongs with Father. He made you. He loves you. He understands you.

    And He will sustain you.

    Does this message encourage your heart today? If so, please leave a comment below. I’d love to hear from you!


    Image courtesy of M01229 on Flickr via Creative Commons license. Graphics have been added.


    1. Angela Kelly says:

      Thank you for this awesome article on being lonely & being misunderstood. You are so right sometimes It can be so painful to feel alone and separated. As I read your article I was in tears especially about the part that God created your DNA and he knows that you can handle the difficulty. Thank you once again for allowing God to use you as a vessel to minister to me and others who knows what it feels like to be separated and set apart for the Kingdom. God Bless!!!!

      1. Thank you for reading, Angela, and thank you so much for sharing! I was ready to cry reading your comment. Yes, when His hand is on you, He will sustain you and bring out the steel in you. He’ll give you that steadfast heart you need, every time you ask Him (Psalm 51:10). If you haven’t heard it, you might really like the song “Steady Heart” by Steffany Gretzinger, below:

        May you be strengthened and encouraged today as you follow after Father and carry out His call on your life. 🙂
        Love in Christ,

        1. I can relate to this. What has helped me is prayer. Truly agree in the courts of Heaven. I can remember crying myself to sleep. Praying to God of all the hurts misjudgments of people towards me. Prayer, Prayer, Prayer . Blessings precious sister.

          1. I’m so sorry for all those tears, Suzie, but I agree. Yes. Prayer, prayer, and more prayer. Only when we pour out our hearts to Father can He make everything right again.

    2. Thanks. Needed that today. Not so much that lonely, just so alone in an alien world!!

      1. Thank you for reading, D’anah. May you find comfort and rest in the arms of Father today!

    3. Tami Page says:

      Thanks for the 5 articles on pioneering.
      The encouragement is greatly appreciated and I feel very validated!
      God bless you and thanks. I really enjoy reading your blog.

      1. Thank you so much, Tami, for your encouragement. It really means a lot. I am so glad Papa blessed you! Thank you, as always, for reading. 🙂 Have a wonderful day!

    4. Marni (M) says:

      I, SO needed to read this, and I will keep it on hand to continue to encourage myself and my daughter with your words of wisdom! THANK YOU…from the bottom of my “misunderstood heart”. I am the person you speak of, and have been going through such trial(s) in my life, wondering why I feel this way etc… But, then it just hit me (after reading this part) that Father loves you so much. He trusts you with the vision He has bestowed upon you. He gets it. He understands. WOW…me, little ol’ me!!! Bestowed upon by HIM…AMAZING, truly an honour, and this far exceeds the pangs of loneliness, not forgetting that HE sustains me…ahhh, the love of Our Father, nothing can compare!!! Thank you, again, sweet sister for sharing your wisdom…bless you! I could truly squish you because YOU GET ME!!!
      Blessings and love,

      1. Marni, I started laughing right away when I got the email with your comment. You made my day! LOL. Come on and squish me, sister. 🙂 🙂 Yes, yes, yes, Father loves you and trusts you with whatever He has given you! You are His child, His beloved, and He gets you too!!!! 🙂 Thanks for reading! Hugs and squeezes right back. 🙂

        1. Marni (M) says:

          Teehee…now who is making who LOL:) YAY glad it made your day! As you made mine! So sweet! Big hugs and blessings on your day…if only we were neighbours LOL:) Keep those posts comin…so stinking good!!!!!!! Love you sweet sister!!!!!!!!! XOXO
          Love Marni

    5. Dear Jamie,
      I just read your article.
      What an incredibly brave and courageous thing you did here. I thought, while reading your words and thoughts and processes, my goodness, how can she do this sooo honest and vulnerable? There must have been the fear again of not being understood/misunderstood and lots of people who would say they do but you know they don’t.. still you post this. My heart is overwhelmed. In every sentence you wrote I could feel your words, your pain, the things behind those words, but most of all your hope and the intimacy with Father. There can’t be another way than that Father showed and showing you this, preparing you and just entrusting you with His very own heart. That is incredible.
      For the last of couple of weeks ive been struggling with this, a lot. Feeling lonely, misunderstood. People who you think were close to you, whom don’t understand a thing and also just judge you and have their opinions. ( though that is probably not their intention- but they just don’t understand you) It discouraged me so much since I am really trying to live my life so so so close to Father, to live His heart. And people continually misunderstand and give you the feeling that you are the weird one, the ‘too radical’ one, the ‘too focused on God’ one. This article gives me so much hope, insight and takes away the feeling that there is no human being who understands this matter. I know God is the only one capable of understanding but you have no clue how you encourage me- it’s truly an incredible blessing.
      So thank you so deep for pouring out your heart that is so in tune with Gods heart. Love. Nathalie

      1. Thank you so much, precious sister. Your words really mean a lot to me. I am so glad Papa God used this article to bless you! Thank you for sharing!

    6. Wow, you described my life totally, Jamie. I love my Papa so much…even though i fall short sometime . I just usually want to spend my holidays with Abba alone. I was so homesick and some point but I’m more focused on what would make Him most happy now – walking in obedience and fulfilling purpose. I also get misunderstood fairly often- I’m the one hesitant about some “anointed” ministers, etc!

      God bless you for sharing, Jamie. Would definitely read your other articles. (This is my first)

      One love in Christ,

      PS: Do you have any means of contact (eg. email address)?

    7. I didn’t realize I needed to exhale until I found your blog.

      I’ve never found another person who thinks like me or has gone thru similar things…until I began reading your blogs.

      I’ve sat for hours devouring word after word after word.

      And I’ve cried.

      And I’ve whispered.

      And I’ve done some deep thinking… Deep soul searching..

      Then I thanked God for your ministry.

      To hear someone write what I feel… I’ve spent so many years alone and misunderstood carrying huge impossible dreams inside of me. I arrived at a place where i began to doubt God in ugly ways.

      Dreams came to encourage me, but I couldn’t even believe the dreams anymore. Maybe they were just my ego, my mind and not really God. I mean it’s been over a decade and Sooo much has happened.

      But this last dream… Your name was in it lol which is also my name in a weird way… The way I “know” it was a clue to confirming the dream.

      I’ve never seen your site before.

      I saw your word on spirit fuel for agusit fifth.

      I broke down in a waterfall of tears. It confirmed the dream I had the night before so precisely I couldn’t deny God was speaking to me.
      I’ve spent the day devouring your website.

      Thank you. I know what your write comes with a great personal price. From one who bears the marks to another… Thank you.

    8. Jamie,

      Your post is right on time. Tozer’s essay, “The Saint Must Walk Alone” is a God-send that hits the bulls-eye of the bulls-eye of my life.

      I teach Adult Basic Education classes with a focus on English/Language Arts to prepare incarcerated individuals for the GED exam in a medium-maximum security state prison. Keep in mind there are around 2,800 – 3,000 prisoners here. I am the only African-American male instructor at the prison. I am also a senior citizen. I also likely have Asperger’s Autism, which compounds the loneliness that I have faced and am facing. The stigma of teaching in a prison drives even further my loneliness. But, Tozer’s essay is a God-send. I can now accept my loneliness. Such loneliness has driven me to pray through the Psalms and the Scriptures. My own words are insufficient.

    9. Wow. From Lagos Nigeria in Africa. March 2024. I am so encouraged by this post. I smiled through my tears at how accurate the words are. I see where I have come from expended sideways energy trying to fit in. Thank YOU Jesus for deliverance today. I receive the strength and help I need to keep on going

      Thank you for this

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